بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

Author: Aatika Choudry

  • The Land of the House of Allah, Where Fragrance Is Felt

    The Land of the House of Allah, Where Fragrance Is Felt

    It is said you can never know what it feels like until you experience it for yourself. No number of words nor detailed descriptions can adequately portray the encounter. Likewise, no pictures, as professional and emotionally moving as they may be, can do justice to the actual human spectacle and religious landscape as witnessed by the eye. Nothing captures the literal likeness of what your senses feel, and it is said that the feeling is like no other. Every culture and era has written poignant poetry and transcribed hymns down generations, attempting to visualize a snapshot of what it is to visit this land.

    Could it be anything other than this? For this land is most beloved to Him, Azza wa Jal (Mighty and Majestic) whom we love more than any other — it holds Baytu Allah, the House of Allah, for whom we would lay down our lives. Rasool Allah (sallallahu ‘alayhi wa sallam), the man whom we love more than ourselves and everything we hold dear, shed blessed tears of longing for the land when he looked towards it, even after having been persecuted there.

    There is no city dearer to Allah and to Rasool Allah than this city. How could it be anything less than magnificent to us, His servants? The splendid sacredness of the land of the House of Allah transcends our earthly attempts at praise and honor.

    It is so blessed, that the fragrance can be felt even from afar, yes felt, not just smelled. And all the senses weave together and heighten one another here, so your heart may skip a beat or your eye may shed a tear, just from a trace of the aroma. The mesmerizing chant of the adhan (call to prayer) reverberates through hills and mountains, through the bustling markets and grand hotel lobbies, and through the chambers of your heart and soul. You don’t just hear it; you feel its profound meaning, and you are motivated to establish salah and hurry to do so. You long to hear it between salah times, and that longing begins to ache when you leave the land. You then realize that this is the essence of prayer: This is actually how salah is to be established and treated. It should make us ponder deeply — do our rushed few minutes spent on salah, in between stressful meetings, performed while we’re out of breath because the time is almost gone, with our buzzing cell phones in our pockets, do justice to this most essential form of worship in the lives of Muslims? Does it have the effect it should on us and our lives when performed in that way?  And yet, the Prophet told us, “The first action for which a servant of Allah will be held accountable on the Day of Resurrection will be his prayers…” (al-Tirmidhi).

    The city is so honorable that even glorifying it becomes an act of worship. The honor one gives it, and the sincerity in performing the rites and rituals within it, are tied to the level of piety in one’s heart. Could anything else explain how and why there is a consistent circling around the magnificent cube, the House of Allah, as if it were the heartbeat of the ummah, past, present and future. In the constant bustling Tawaf, the encircling round and round, how is it that one feels utter peace, and even with multitudes of other souls circling around with you, you feel completely alone with Him. It is as if you are the only one there. Why else would so many, more than two million souls last year, travel from across all the corners of the earth, leaving behind their lives, work, and families, some with great financial or health difficulty, to perform religious rituals and be a guest in His House? The pull to travel to this land and perform the rituals — the desire of each and every Muslim to do so— has not diminished in 1400-plus years and never will.

    It is miraculous that nothing in the past one and half millennia lessened this great, burning desire of every single Muslim from every corner of every continent to glorify this city. He SWT has made glorifying this city one of the most honorable acts of worship, one by which a person draws close to Him. He says: “…And whoever honors the symbols  of Allah — indeed, it is from the piety of hearts” (Qur’an 22:32).

    There exists a piece of heaven in this land, an actual piece of the place we all dream about. The Black Stone is from that place we all aspire to ultimately attain through worship, goodness, and du’a.  “A piece of heaven” is an endearing term used to evoke feelings of one’s intense love for a place, time, or object. This literally has it, the Black Stone given to Prophet Ibrahim, alaihi salam, from Jannah (Paradise).  There is a rush to be in its presence more than any other spot in this Masjid al-Haram. The circumambulating intensifies at the corner where The Black Stone is set in the Ka’aba. There the prayers heighten in yearning.

    Makkah, this land of the House of Allah, is the birthplace of the most beloved man throughout all history, the most revered and the most followed, the most studied and the one for whom we all, every one of the 1.8 billion of us, make durood (salutations) multiple times a day, every day. The one to whom we send peace and blessings upon every single time we hear his name. This city is the place where “the world’s most influential person” was raised. It neighbors the other beloved city, Madinah, the one which accepted our beloved in its comforting borders when he was emigrating there, away from persecution in Makkah. He came to love the city so much that whenever he approached it he would spur his horse to a gallop because of his love for the city (Bukhari). It holds the most revered spot after the Ka’aba: our beloved’s home and final resting place. These two cities, Makkah and Madinah, are so hallowed as they are the places where the Qur’an was revealed, a holy Book that is the most widely read, memorized, and studied book in the world.

    Pivotal milestones — great numbers of individuals accepting Islam, battles, treaties, and final triumph — took place and taught us invaluable lessons in the two cities that shaped what Islam has become today. This is a land of hallowed grounds such as Mount Uhud, described by the Prophet as “… a mountain which loves us and which we love, it is upon the Gate of Heaven”  (Bukhari).

    It is said when you arrive in the land of these two cities, you are transported in time and space to another spiritual realm.  A transforming of your mindset occurs as it feels drawn to a higher power and feels the soul gravitating to its natural state. You find your life, and everything within it, playing like a film in your mind, the good and the bad, until you find meaning and purpose in it all. You depart this place of transformation secured to a new focal point, feeling spiritually charged. It is said when you leave this land, you leave a piece of your heart behind, each time, no matter how many times you may come. You receive what you didn’t even know you needed. You are comforted, connected to the realm of goodness, and uplifted. This is the land where you come because you love it and all that it signifies, only to realize you were invited here because you are, in fact, the one loved. Indeed, this is a place with a divine aura, so full yet so silent at the same time, where you can fully communicate with others without speaking a word of their languages. This land is blanketed in an indescribable peace.  All this being said and much, much more…and you can only comprehend fully when you go.

  • Ramadan: Clarifying Our Vision, Rebooting Our System

    Ramadan: Clarifying Our Vision, Rebooting Our System

    We are in it. Ramadan. A time for increased worship, a month of food and festivities, of gatherings and decorations, and of so much more. A transformative event unlike any other, that involves each of your five senses, as well as your heart, mind, and soul. As deeply intricate and masterfully woven our deen is, no ritual or ruling in it stands alone; everything is somehow connected to another and makes sense on many levels. There are multiple reasons for performing a task, and just as many affects by fulfilling an obligation.  “There are people who fast and get nothing from their fast except hunger…” (Ibn Majah ). Clearly, Ramadan is not about refraining from food and drink alone.

    Preparing For It

    With the wisdom that comes with age, we realize that as with most things in life, we get out of a thing what we bring to it, that the more prepared we are, the more productive. Like those who physically prepare by changing their diets will often fare better when dealing with hunger, those who spiritually studied the importance of the month, read about the lofty status of Ramadan, will treat this guest better than those who had not. It behooves us to study how the month and all we do in it came about, by reflecting on relevant verses. It will benefit us to study Seerah (Prophet Muhammad’s (s) life) how he and his companions dealt with the month and how their lives changed through its meaning and purpose. One cannot rationally expect it to be easy if he or she doesn’t feel the intensity and potency  of this fard (obligatory) act of worship. Nor  can one be motivated if he or she  doesn’t realize the immense reward that comes from it. It is not just another month. Not one day in this month should be like any other day.

    Spring Cleaning

    Everything gets stale if untouched or unmoved; anything can become  stagnant. We get the urge to deep clean every so often, to get rid of dust from our living spaces or start new hobbies to freshen up our mental states and lives. Spiritually, this “deep clean” is needed more than anywhere else as this is our foundation. Our Creator has  gifted us the month of Ramadan exactly for that purpose. We get to reboot all our systems, physical, mental, emotional, spiritual, and everything in between. We recalibrate back to the focus on our Lord, so our spiritual vision is shifted as needed, and corrected. What we, as Muslims, aim for is to access a deeper spiritual realm, to clarify the mindset until it fastens itself to the greatest mooring of all — the guidance of Allah’s deen.

    Alter the Routine

    Make your month distinctive, your days special, your hours fresh, by coming out of your automatic daily routine during this month. If something as simple as dressing differently helps you gain greater consciousness and mindfulness, go for it; keep your newer clothes for this time. Your “different” will not be my “different,” as we each  have our own normal routine of living. Just change your routine. A writer in psychology, Jane Porter, explains it well: “Breaking out of your daily routines can be a powerful way to unlock new ideas…Deviate from your routine …when it is done with intention…can be a powerful way to stimulate new thinking, breaking bad habits…”

    Sleep less than you’re used to, and you’ll be surprised by how far your stamina can take you and how much more can be achieved in the extra time. An extra thirty minutes you aren’t used to will feel like an hour. In that extra time, you can do a good deed. Muslim scholars and secular accomplishers alike always have advocated for taking advantage of the early hours. The Messenger of Allah (s) stated “O Allah! Bless my people in the early part of the day” (al-Tirmidhi and Abu Dawud).

    Just as the addition of good habits is crucial during Ramadan, so too is the removal of bad habits. Reflect on what you need removed from your life that is displeasing to Allah SWT and try to commit one less of those deeds per day. Find ways to increase your armor to fight the desire to commit that act. Sometimes it is as simple as spending less time with company that encourages those bad deeds.  Even if unable to completely stop at the time, simply reflecting on the sin will still have a great positive effect. Our sins will become magnified in our own eyes, our sensitivities heightened to our wrongs so they will seem like the mountains they are. If nothing else, they should become harder to do. Breaking bad habits begins with breaking routines.

    Adding Intentional Study to the New Routine

    It is important to hone the time we spend studying. Don’t shy away from listening to a lecture you already heard, reading a  book that didn’t interest you before, or conversing on spiritual topics with learned folks. Every sentence hits differently each time you hear it, because your mind is in a different state — you have added experiences to your repertoire of devotional living, and new ideas sprout as you reflect on the meaning of your existence and the purpose of your life. Because we are constantly changing, our absorption of knowledge continues to vary and so the influx of lessons from our deen must be constant. This reorganizing will fall into a newly realigned mentality more in tune with our Rabb, to get us through another year of greater obedience and a more in-depth and proactive practice of the deen.

    Every Journey Starts with a Small Initial Move

    If your sights are set on lofty statuses and great accomplishments that some are blessed and talented enough to attain, you may become overwhelmed and, therefore, underachieve. The beauty in our deen is its simplicity in starting anything by making a clear and precise intention; and wisdom in its design — the Prophet (s) said, “Take up good deeds only as much as you are able, for the best deeds are those done regularly even if they are few” (Sunan Ibn Majah).

    If we want to please our Rabb more this month, there are countless ways to do so. How significant and poignant that your intention already kickstarts your good deeds, uplifts your spirituality a notch, and takes you already halfway to your destination. Umar Ibn al-Khattab relates that he heard the Messenger of Allah (s) say, “Verily actions are by intentions, and for every person is what he intended…” (Agreed upon).

    Make a conscious decision to do more good acts, in whatever capacity, whether it be globally, locally, or personally, but just do more good. Pick up debris from the road. Carry someone’s load for them. Give someone struggling in any way a little helping hand. Even a smile is an act of good, if intended to spread positivity and please our Lord. Refrain from responding to someone or something negative  with vitriol. If your goal is set on something more long-term, with a higher bar set, such as beginning tadabbur ul-Qur’an (study for a deep understanding of the meaning of Qur’an), even your search for suitable classes/teachers begins the good deed counter. A small daily habit established now can become a giant in the long run. Every journey, every huge feat, every life-changing win starts from a small initial move.

    Magnification of Good Deeds

    With the promise of rewards for good deeds magnified in this time, you are already increasing your rewards just from the mere thought of beginning it. Abu Huraira (may Allah SWT be pleased with him) reported Allah’s Messenger as saying: “Every  deed of the son of Adam would be multiplied, a good deed receiving a tenfold to seven hundredfold reward…”(Sahih Muslim). Only the terribly foolish or heedless would let this immensely golden opportunity pass by without using it for spiritual increase.

    We should keep in mind  that any good deed  done to please Allah SWT is an act of worship. This is one of the most profound, yet simplest, concepts in our deen. Shaykh ul-Islam Ibn Taymiyyah (d. 728H), rahimahullah, said: “Worship (al-‘ibadah) is obedience to Allah by following that which He ordered upon the tongues of His Messengers.” He goes on to say: “Worship  is a comprehensive term covering everything that Allah loves and is pleased with — whether words or actions, outward and inward.” From offering a smile to someone to building an orphanage, we can all participate in this wonderfully open-ended worship.

    I often reflect that this month, ironically in which we should be parched and physically thirsty for most of our waking hours, actually comes to quench a different kind of thirst. The word Ramadan stems from the Arabic root “ar-ramad,” which means scorching heat or dryness, alluding to thirst. Those that feel a thirst in their souls to connect in a deeper way to their Lord, a longing to link to a community of believers, an innate desire to participate in something far greater than themselves and everything they know, Ramadan quenches this thirst. Can a Muslim ever feel alone knowing that at sunset, every single one of their fellow two billion Muslims is breaking fast at the same time along with them?

    Truly a month of miracles, Ramadan comes and beautifully fills our voids that no one else is even aware of, sometimes not even known to ourselves. Our souls know something is off before we can identify and name it. It comes and masterfully, through various channels, whether it be taraweeh prayer or simply through patiently enduring pangs of hunger, clears our vision so we can focus more sharply on the meaningfulness and purpose of our lives. It has been rebooting the personal system of each observant Muslim for over 14 centuries and will do so to the end of time.

    O Allah SWT, let us experience Ramadan as fully and richly as possible so we can feel a depth of conviction as true believers, aiming for the ultimate outcome — pleasing You SWT in this life, and pleasing You on the final Day, the day of truth, judgment, and reckoning.