بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

Author: Adem Carroll

  • How Can We Change the Narratives?

    How Can We Change the Narratives?

    It is January 7, 2015 and winter has finally arrived, infiltrating my coat with icy fingers. Craving strong coffee, served in a glass in the French-North African style, I enter the familiar warmth and murmur of a local cafe. Above the chairs and tables the television flickers, as always, but instead of the usual soccer game, there are live images of a terror attack in Paris. A masked gunman executes a defenseless man lying on the sidewalk. Then the footage of the despicable act is replayed again and again. Such a deed, done in the name of God and His Prophet – what a cognitive dissonance!
    I order my coffee and stare at the screen. I notice that the others in the café seem to ignore the news. I wonder why.
    All around the world others are receiving such news in bits and pieces flowing along the facebook river, or communicated in cascades of tweets, another mass casualty shrunk down to the size of a smart phone. Syria’s 200,000 dead and millions suffering fit into this tiny, tech-compressed world, so why not a few cartoonists in Paris as well? And in response, our feelings shrink in size to shame, denial and even, perhaps, disinterest.
    Faced with mean-spirited cartoons, extremists must have felt strong anger and resentment. They have acted out their fantasy, an angry video game version of jihad. In response, anti-Muslim hooligans take revenge through vandalism and threats against Muslims. Competing narratives of resentment unfold, in a flickering nightmare reflected in the media’s ever-roaming eye and delivery of all-consuming sensationalism. We, for our part, wander through our social media lives chasing insatiable appetites, and sleepwalking through rituals of selective attention and forgetting. Propaganda controls the devotee of Fox News and (al Qaeda’s) Inspire alike. Media is both victim and victimizer. Can we be surprised to find ourselves in this colorful trap? As Marshal McLuhan observed many years ago, “the Medium is the message.”
    Of course for a Muslim, the true Message of the prophets exists on a higher spiritual and existential level. The vexing challenge of receiving and properly understanding this gift of wisdom predates the stranglehold of social media. Like other spiritual traditions Islam teaches how true freedom of spirit is yielded out of simplicity and purity of character, grounded in the clarity and carefully focused perceptiveness of faith. But how far we are from such a state of being!

    Muslims and  Public Communication

    When there is a crisis in our community, like a particularly well-publicized terror attack, our leaders step up. Who and what are Muslim leaders? I don’t just mean scholars and imams. Leadership is defined by service to the community – this takes many forms, and in our community, many volunteers. There is no shortage of crises. And so it is important that we share responsibilities and skills; that we act locally, nationally and globally, and not just on facebook; and that men and women of all ages feel that they can be of service. Leaders must make room for other leaders. And some must help coordinate a public message.
    Those of us who speak publicly (even if only occasionally) learn to “message” to the media, meaning that we spin a specific version of events in the service of our social and community interests. If we fail to develop effective outreach to the media, if we fail to be proactive, then the media will frame the issues in ways that may exclude, defame, or even demonize our community.
    To adapt to the very short attention span of most media consumers the mainstream media likes sound bites and slogans. I find that slogans are like fast food—easy to pop one in the mouth but after you chew on the words a while there is not a lot of nutritional value and you may even find a bitter aftertaste. However I do not think we can ignore the challenge of getting our voices heard, at a time when the noise level is so high and the public attention span is so short. When there is a terror attack, there is more noise; but also that famous window of opportunity opens. Will our engagement bring a breath of fresh air or merely add to the clamor?
    Each time an incident occurs we ask ourselves “Do we respond or would that give undue attention to uncomfortable issues or to our opponents? What is our “frame” –that is, how do we want the media to structure its reporting? Are the media even remotely interested in our point of view, why or why not? Do we know journalists who are responsible and sympathetic and interested in our perspective? Do we have allies that can help amplify our voice and make the issue not just a “Muslim issue” when it is a wider human concern? Does yet another public condemnation of terror suggest that we are apologizing, when we are not in any way responsible? And even then, is it ever worth our time to speak on Fox networks?”
    And each time an attack occurs there is a wide range of responses. Some Muslim spokespeople are in favor of speaking to any and all media, while others suspect this eagerness to be in the public eye to be a form of self promotion. While a range of response is normal, I am disappointed to hear some colleagues perceive public statements against terror to be craven apologies. To those colleagues, I ask: why do you think such statements are apologies? Isn’t this a valuable opportunity to publicly and clearly affirm the values of our faith and to speak from the heart? But it is important to speak publicly with sensitivity and a sense of compassion for others suffering at home and across the world. Let us put our egos aside and serve, and may our intentions be pure and our efforts accepted.
    Seeing the images of the Paris attack, I feel a surge of adrenalin along with a sinking feeling. This anxious emotion connects less to the caffeine of my very good French style coffee than to memories of the aftermath of the 9/11 disaster. I cannot tell what 1/7 will mean for the French, but I hope that we will not see a deeper cycle of backlash, intimidation and violent outbursts. I have written to French consular and cultural affairs colleagues and also to PEN American Center, urging them to stand together with Muslims. I recall six months ago organizing a press conference to take a stand against the onslaught of ISIS and the mass killing of Yezidis and other minorities. But now I hope someone else will step up and speak out. We all share this responsibility.

    I worry about Muslim leaders caught forever in a public relations mode. One danger of such a PR mentality is the creation of an enormous gap between the ideal and reality

    Constructing Narratives

    Media, not religion, is the opiate of the people. Online storytelling serves the “information economy” of competitive, late capitalist culture. Just notice how freely “selfies” proliferate in the facebook universe and how accepted self promotion has become. Individual narratives proliferate online. And in this way we Modern Muslims are no less “mediated” in our lives. We may wish to critically examine how this pervasive technology has impacted our own communication, our attention span and even our religious life. In “Amusing Ourselves to Death,” educator Neil Postman has written extensively on the impact of technology on public discourse and on thought itself. Oral, literate, and televisual cultures radically differ in the processing and prioritization of information. In the visual media entertainment values corrupt even the news, creating “infotainment” and cheapening our political discourse as well by constantly distracting us with cat videos and a million other videos on YouTube.
    On the other hand, the Holy Quran is not constructed for mere entertainment value or even with one simple clear narrative that would be seen as effective according to contemporary media standards. Nor are the repetitive and sometimes fragmentary narrations of the Sunnah arranged in a larger narrative framework for the most part. While carrying the transformative charge of divine wisdom, these holy texts require effort from the reader to understand the deepest meanings through tafsir. The richness of language is not found on the surface or in ideology. Learning to read Islamic literature can help us to better value the rich treasury within the Quran.
    Western literature is also a fruitful garden of wisdom and delight. Even today, writers seek new ways to tell subjective truth, to unfold time, to tell stories backwards and forwards according to new theories of physics. There is nothing to fear in this beautiful play and exploration. Who needs pearls when you understand the value of human tears?
    Therefore let us not be brainwashed by our times to imagine that the amusement park of social media is the entire world; and that we must understand ourselves and tell our stories only in its shallow terms.
    To go deeper: what stories do we tell ourselves? We can choose from an endless menu ranging from self-aggrandizing stories to the self-diminishing “I was victimized.” In fact, many of the stories we tell ourselves mainly serve to insist that we are right and others are wrong. This can be just as unhealthy as stories that support our self-image as victims. We might want to examine our unconscious narratives with a critical eye from time to time. At the same time sharing stories also is a way to share values, along with pleasure and pain. Narratives create communities of meaning that include much more than self justification for status and security.
    Going beyond the post-attack press conference mode, what ongoing and deeper public narratives might nurture the Muslim community, as well as offer consolation? I fear to pose such as question: I worry about Muslim leaders (not to mention Muslim youth) caught forever in a public relations mode. One danger of such a PR mentality is the creation of an enormous gap between the ideal and reality. Muslims already have an enormous “credibility gap” whenever we insist that “Islam is the perfect religion and we, its imperfect adherents, are the best community. We widen the gap when we construct mosques that do not provide social services, or that divide congregants into ethnic enclaves. We make things worse when we fail to recognize Muslim women in the fullness of their humanity or include them in meaningful roles, even while they are excelling in academic, professional, and activist pursuits in addition to their cherished services to family and home.
    In other words, we must put our money where our mouth is. The narratives we construct must be true and emerge out of an authentic dynamic, for stories don’t thrive in a vacuum or in chambers of untruth. First of all, we need to listen to each other, even if we don’t fully agree or believe each others’ perspective on race, on religion, on how to live. You know, the “nations and tribes” verse. It means crossing some of the boundaries both around us and among us, yes those pesky ethnic, racial, class and sectarian divisions, and others we may not even see.
    Younger Muslims are already leading the way on this path. For example, Sr. Sharmin Sadequee has organized cultural programs in Queens, NY and Atlanta, featuring the poetry and art work of Muslim detainees. Regardless of guilt or lack of guilt, these Muslim brothers and sisters have been kept in solitary confinement for years at a time—and their suffering impacts whole families and communities. By honoring the essential (if imperfect) human voice, healing can be encouraged, with the help of God. Sr. Sadequee’s brother is a detainee so this project is very dear to her. She seeks to take this heart-moving “show” on the road and would welcome invitations.(1)
    Another example of creative exploration is the Muslim Protagonist literary conference of Muslim and minority writers, artists, and thinkers at Columbia University. This symposium includes a range of Muslim voices working in various fields from science fiction to sociology, from simple blogging to multimedia extravaganza. The annual event provides a valuable chance for Muslims to reflect on their particular roles in the world, and to discuss the meaning of a wide array of Muslim community narratives. Through this project, diverse Muslim Americans are working to understand each other and the world, instead of simply letting the surrounding media objectify or problematize them.(2)
    We too can seek mutual enrichment with others, but for that to occur, again, there must be authenticity in our narratives. This reminds me of a facebook exchange between two young Muslim men that I read this week, which I share with you:
    Mullah Liam Ad-Deen: As a community we too often start from the assumption of perfection, to the point we include our faults and crimes as part of that perfection. While we condemn such actions, we don’t really believe that they are as bad as the faults of the imperfect others. We try to see wisdom when there is only insanity. We try to see beauty when there is only revulsion. We are in a strangulating stagnation and decay due to this false premise. This premise is the manifestation of despair, whether we realize it or not changes nothing of the reality. There is such a thing as being better, but improvement is only possible if the foundation we are standing upon is removed and rebuilt. There is no point in renovating the house when the foundation is built on sand. We should realize that and try to literally save some hearts and minds in the process
    Kazim Hakan: We have false sense of unity, a false sense of unmerited superiority, a false sense of victimisation, because from a young age we are only taught the juicy bits. We also kill a child’s innocence, his/hers enthusiasm and curiosity because we make sure everything they learn and see is from within the Muslim bubble. Like you said “it’s a culture of despair” it’s also a culture of paranoia of anything different.

    Conclusion

    Yes perhaps we are all caught in that “Muslim bubble.” But what happens next? How do we find an honest basis for hope in a world with very serious issues? I know these two facebook friends (whom I have only recently met) care deeply about the community and are not simply venting. Like mine, their words were written during a wintry January week when despite the attack in Paris, other terror attacks in Yemen, Palestine, Iraq and Turkey, received little attention in the US press; when across the USA deep distrust between police and community is manipulated by politicians just as deeply divisive; a week when merely for advocating for freedom of religion, a blogger named Raed received a sentence of ten years of jail time, with 1000 lashes in the US-allied nation of Saudi Arabia; a week in which Ms. Pamela Geller continued to promote Islamophobia as a form of “freedom of speech” in the mass transit systems across the USA.
    What a cavernous gulf between cultures and legal systems. But let’s not react. Let’s not hide in bubbles. Let’s not be paranoid cartoon Muslims, speaking in sentence bubbles. Let’s not be video game Muslims on the warpath or indeed any other sort of caricature or imaginary Muslim. Sometimes words get in the way of what is real. Words and images can multiply out of control. Like idols in some dark primitive temple they seem to move and take shifting forms in the mind. But violence does not make them vanish; on the contrary like smashed mirrors they fall into fragments; and the faces of more and more idols are reflected in the gleaming shards.
    Mass crucifixions; pseudo-democratic fictions; the suffering of Muslims and human beings from Burma to Brooklyn. What would be the appropriate language for this broken, sharp edged world? Perhaps someone will construct a narrative that is informed by revelation and tradition, by creativity and compassion. A narrative that “tells it like it is.”
    Meanwhile, the coffee has been drunk, a little black bitterness at the cup’s bottom winks back at me. Was it Fair Trade?
    And the rest is silence.

    footnotes:
    1)http://supportmariusmason.org/2014/08/05/nyc-thursday-august-7th-art-of-protest-creative-stands-against-political-imprisonment/
    2) Muslim Protagonist http://2014.muslimprotagonist.com/

  • The Impact of 9/11 on the Muslim Community

    The September 11th terror attack had a complex emotional, social, and economic impact on the Muslim American community, and especially upon the extensive immigrant Arab, South Asian, and African Muslim populations of New York City.  Like our fellow Americans and  like much of the world, we Muslims felt sorrow and anger to be attacked in this way—grief for  family, friends, and neighbors lost in the towers and on the hijacked plans, as well as shame and consternation at seeing our religion hijacked for evil ends, distorted and degraded by the actions of Al-Qaeda.

    We also felt increasing apprehension about the impending attack on Afghanistan and then Iraq, as well as insecurity about our own positions here at home—would we be targeted by hate crimes and detentions? Little did we realize how many of us would be affected over the subsequent years.

    In fact many New Yorkers recall the spirit of unity that prevailed in New York City after the disaster, so different from the polarized and frequently hateful atmosphere in the nation today.  Nonetheless, interfaith and intercultural cooperation has continued to flourish.

    Beginning two or three days after 9/11, I worked at ICNA Relief USA to assist in disaster relief and recovery. With its long history of providing disaster relief and crisis mitigation services, ICNA was able to collect monies to assist victims, organize volunteers, and plan interfaith charitable projects. In the weeks and years following the 9/11 tragedy, I coordinated direct and indirect financial and legal assistance to hundreds of detainees in addition to assisting Muslim and non-Muslim families who had lost someone in the attack. During the five years I worked at ICNA Relief with my dear colleagues Br. Tariq Rahman and Br. Abdulsalaam Musa and others, I was grateful to receive at various times the civil liberties assistance of Nicole Woods and Malika Rushdan and (in our Red Cross Program) such hard working caseworkers as Br. Hasan Raza and Sister Rasheeda al-Hakeem, who departed this world two months ago, may God be pleased with her. Our ICNA Relief USA team could not always solve all problems, but we could certainly lighten the load in many cases, with the help of Allah.

    Though the number of Muslim families directly affected by 9/11 is relatively small (no one knows the exact count, but it is under 50), ICNA assisted almost half of them to varying degrees. Much time has passed, and these families—African, Arab, Turkish, Greek, Indian,  Bangladeshi, and Pakistani—have for the most part scattered across the nation and around the world.  I recall many moments with them as we looked for disaster assistance and being touched in so many ways by their deep sorrow and, just as compelling, their profound patience and courage. May Allah make it easy for them all! Two of these families exemplify the suffering as well as the courage typical of these families and it is fitting that we take a moment to remember them, one known to the ICNA community and one to the world.

    The suffering, patience, and courage

    Tariq Amanullah went to work at the World Trade Center on 9/11 and simply never returned. He is often identified as an assistant vice president of Fiduciary Trust. However, few people know that Amanullah, a Muslim by faith, was also one of the founding members of 877-Why-Islam.  He was also the treasurer of ICNA-NJ, organizer of Muslim Day at Six Flags and core member of ICNA.org website team.

    ICNA team members remember Amanullah for his humility, his devoted nature, and his selfless work. “The mere mention of Br. Tariq Amanullah’s name evokes a range of feelings within me; from a sense of loss to profound admiration for his contribution to the cause of Islam,” expressed Musaddique Thange.

    “Br. Tariq was a very humble man. He had a unique smile and was soft spoken in nature. He had a down-to-earth personality and was very meticulous in his work. He was a valuable team member and was loved by everyone,” reminisced Saeed Khan.

    Most team members’ last memories of Amanullah are associated with the Great Muslim Adventure Day, which was held at Six Flags Great Adventure, New Jersey, two days before 9/11 and where they met him last. “How can I forget Br. Tariq Amanullah? I still remember my last talk with him at the Six Flag Park Arena after a tiring day. I still see his smiling face from that day,” recalled Mohiuddin Syed.

    Ten years have passed since that tragic day. Speaking with his widow, Sr. Mehr, three weeks before the upcoming anniversary, she told me how grateful she was to all the well-wishers for their support over the last few years. Still, she is glad to have moved to the West Coast away from all the 9/11-related hype in the media that still exists in New York. Their son has now graduated college and seems to be following in his father’s footsteps as he pursues a career in Information Systems Management. Their daughter is in the third year of her university studies. “She was only nine years old when it happened, and as she realized her loss more fully over the next few years, she became very quiet. Thank God she is now moving on with her life.” Sr. Mehr says that it has been a challenge for the whole family, adding, “With all the attacks on Muslims in the USA, I also have felt at times that I was considered an enemy as well as a victim.”  Sr. Mehr is active with the ICNA Sisters’ Wing in her area.

    Mohammed Salman Hamdani, a 23-year old Pakistani-born paramedic rushed to the World Trade Centre to help victims after the first plane hit one of the towers. In After the Fall: New Yorkers Remember September 2001 by Catherine Ellis and Stephen Drury Smith, Mohammed’s mother Talat recalled how she first heard the news after she left a class she was teaching in a New York City public school just around the time the second tower collapsed. She and her husband, who were from Karachi but had lived in New York since 1978, could not reach him but were hopeful that this was because he was helping others and because of cell phone system overload. She volunteered to watch the students that day until the parents could manage to pick them up from school. But in the following days, with no word from their son, as they made the round of hospitals and visited the rescue workers at Ground Zero, they began to hope he had been detained with the hundreds of other Muslim men rounded up in New York in the first days after 9/11. Soon they were hearing his name and reputation smeared in the New York tabloids, with the NY Post headline “Missing or Hiding?” and other articles insinuating he was one of the terrorists. Such stories continued for a long time, even after his remains were found under Tower Two.

    For Talat, her husband Saleem, and their two other sons, the personal had become public. And soon the public became personal as well, as Talat Hamdani fought to clear her son’s name and to reclaim their unsullied identity as a Muslim American family. She was gratified that her son, ultimately, was named as a hero in the U.S. Patriot Act, in a governmental gesture of inclusion, but was shocked to find out what human and civil rights restrictions were contained in these new laws. She opposed the Patriot Act and joined 9/11 Families for Peaceful Tomorrows and has been active as a spokeswoman for this pro-peace group of 9/11 family survivors. Among many other activities, Talat Hamdani actively joined the demonstrations supporting Park 51, the campaign to include Muslim input in the 9/11 Commission Report, and the campaign against keeping Guantanamo open; she has travelled to Guantánamo to observe the 9/11 defendants’ military commissions proceedings there.

    When the Peter King hearings on the radicalization of Muslims were announced in spring 2011, Talat and I met with the editorial board of Newsday, the daily newspaper serving Mr. King’s district. She also spoke out to other media at the “I am a Muslim Too” rally in Times Square. When Congressman Keith Ellison was allowed to “provide balance” at the King hearings, it was Salman Hamdani’s sacrifice that he spoke of in a memorable and politically effective speech.

    Despite her husband’s death and some recent health challenges, Talat has also established a new award to honor her son by financially aiding a graduating college senior who has been accepted to medical school, preferably a student connected to Pakistani heritage and/or in need of financial assistance. In May, Anam Ahmed became the first recipient of the new Salman Hamdani Memorial Award, which is administered by the Queens College Foundation.

    “Just as Salman Hamdani helped his fellow Americans selflessly on 9/11, not caring about their beliefs but just seeing human beings, I want to be able to do the same one day,” said the Queens College graduating senior.  And as Talat said of her son, “This is his legacy. He gave his life. They tried to take away his dignity in death and they cannot do it.”

    Community challenges and peace-building

    There is no denying a marked increase in public anti-Muslim sentiment linked to the meteoric rise of the political Right in this country. And since spring 2010, “Ground Zero” has continued to be a highly politicized issue, manipulated especially by Islamophobic opponents of the Park 51 project, which they falsely term a “victory mosque,” due to its size and location several blocks from the World Trade Center site, where the “Liberty” tower now rises at long last.

    These political attacks have led many Muslims to feel disenfranchised, since the implication is that we should keep out of pubic sight despite deeply sharing in the tragedy of 9/11. Like many others, Talat Hamdani has asked: “Why are we paying the price? Why are we being ostracized? Our loved ones died…. America was founded on the grounds of religious freedom.” She says that opposition to the cultural center “is un-American. It’s unethical. And it is wrong.”

    Indeed, the distortions in some of the right wing media have been remarkable, since the Park 51 project is primarily a community center that offers recreational space and social services to the whole community, as an addition to the current, modest mosque that has quietly existed on that spot for several years. And despite support for the project by Mayor Bloomberg and many civic leaders and organizations, Park 51 is still a favorite political buzzword of fear-mongering for the Tea Party. In the last elections, the issue became a major theme of local elections around the country, even at this time of economic hardship, along with the supposed threat of Sharia law. And for the 9/11 anniversary, an organization called the Christian Action Network is promoting a hateful documentary film called, Sacrificed Survivors: The Untold Story of the Ground Zero Mosque, hosted by demagogue Congressman Allen West and promoted in parks throughout New York City.

    Hatred and intolerance are spreading. In the Queens Congressional district of recently disgraced Anthony Weiner, not far from ICNA offices, a Tea Party politician has been endorsed by former New York City mayors Guiliani and Koch in the September 2011 primary race. Through the use of negative videos, he is using the issue of Park 51 to run against a Jewish mainstream candidate on an anti-mosque platform in order to capture the most extreme right flank of the local Jewish vote. Divisive identity politics certainly at play here!

    Thankfully other community groups are working to build bridges of understanding and peace in this post 9/11 world. The Islamic Society of North America (ISNA) is involved in coordinating the Shoulder to Shoulder interfaith program that promotes understanding and tolerance in the face of these attacks on religious freedom; New York Neighbors for American Values is another such coalition of over 150 civic organizations that is planning positive-minded 9/11 rallies; and Prepare NY is an interfaith group that is currently setting up over 500 “coffee hour discussions” to use the tenth anniversary as an opportunity to enhance mutual understanding. (More information available at www.prepareny.org)

    Peaceful Tomorrows is another such organization, founded by family members of those killed on September 11th who have united to turn their grief into action for peace. They hope to break the cycles of violence engendered by war and terrorism and have implemented many projects in the U.S., Iraq, and Afghanistan. Colleen Kelly, a New York nurse whose brother, William Kelly Jr., was killed in the  9/11 attacks, said she wrestled with feelings of revenge, and felt relief when the American military recently killed Osama bin Laden. But Kelly, who was among activists who traveled to Iraq two months before the war, said she related to and sympathized with civilians in Afghanistan and Iraq who would be killed in any war. “There are now families on the other side of the world who feel like my family,” Kelly said.”

    In fact many New Yorkers recall the spirit of unity that prevailed in New York City after the disaster, so different from the polarized and frequently hateful atmosphere in the nation today.  Nonetheless, interfaith and intercultural cooperation has continued to flourish. For example, the Unmet Needs Roundtable was established by a consortium of faith groups that served on the board of New York Disaster Interfaith Services (NYDIS). ICNA Relief was one of the founding members, and remains a Board member of this fine organization which has managed to provide over 5 million dollars in assistance to families who had fallen through the cracks of available assistance from 9/11 funding.

    Memories of those who witnessed 9/11

    The following quotes are from an article in the New York Times about post-traumatic-stress-disorder resulting from 9/11.

    “I worked in tower 2 and was two blocks away when the plane hit it. I still remember the pile of women’s shoes, the shaking of the ground, the glass shattering around me and the brave police officer who motioned with his arms for everyone to go. I really don’t think I have PTSD. I do believe it’s real, though. I still can smell the smell that lingered in the city for months.”

    “My son was a derivatives trader at Barclays Bank on 911 and saw the events as they unfolded on that day. He apparently was unable to come to terms with the horrors of that day or with losing six of his friends who worked in the towers. After years of emotional turmoil he finally took his life in December, 2006. There are probably many similar stories, that have also gone unnoticed. I wish there was a way to also remember those who did not survive the emotions triggered by this tragedy.”

    “I was standing just south of Tower 2 when it collapsed, sending a giant black cloud racing towards me and my co-worker. We ran south and east towards the FDR but were overcome by the cloud within seconds. I still remember seeing a piece of paper with a spreadsheet on it, floating above my head as dust turned day into night. ….I was lucky enough not to have seen anyone dead or jumping to their deaths that day — perhaps that would have had a more lasting impact on me. But the one thing I will never forget is the sight of dozens of people like me emerging from the dust, running away from the towers in fear of their lives, and seeing dozens of emergency responders running in the opposite direction.”

    “The saddest part for me is that many who ask me about it, and wonder why I have these little fears now, actually don’t want to hear it or care about it… It is something we have to live with inside, will never go away despite all the help probably, and something we will never forget.”

    “I have worked on John Street in lower Manhattan for many years. I still remember the sights, sounds and smells of Sept 11 vividly. I recall the sounds of each tower collapsing, the gray clouds of dust that rolled down John Street, the gray ash that covered everything and everyone, the gray clouds that passed by my office window, the strong horrible odors, the sounds of throngs of people screaming as they tried to out-run the gray clouds of dust and debris that were unleashed by the collapse. I never talk about this with anyone. I just recall it privately and alone, and tears well up in my eyes.”

    Extending Helping Hand to those affected

    In 2010 Congress finally passed the James Zadroga Act to provide  treatment for 9/11 responders and downtown residents, necessary because of the significant increase in respiratory distress among people exposed to the toxic plume. Some individuals will also qualify for treatment of their psychological trauma.

    It is impossible to say how many people have 9/11-related PTSD, panic disorders, depression and anxiety. Based on a registry of people exposed to the attack, New York City’s health department has estimated that 61,000 of the 409,000 in the disaster area experienced “probable” PTSD after 9/11.  Experts differ as to whether some people have suffered the disorder from watching repeated television coverage of the September 11 attacks, though this has been said to be at least an aggravating factor. It is a sad case that there are some number of Muslims who worked at ground zero as chaplains and rescue workers who would qualify for  free treatment and health monitoring, but who have denied that they need help at all, or think they can handle the trauma without professional assistance. (Those who need help can contact WTC_HP_care@csc.com; or visit NOADH site at www.cdc.gov/niosh/topics/wtc or call 202-616- 7900. For Medical monitoring, call 888-702-0630 or see www.wtcexams.org)

    Post traumatic stress disorder can be treated with a combination of cognitive therapy (the goal is to help the client understand how certain thoughts about the trauma cause him or her stress and make the symptoms worse) medication, exposure therapy (to lessen fears about the memories of the trauma), and Eye Movement Desensitization and Reprocessing (EMDR, to help change how one reacts to memories of the trauma.)  I myself suffered from PTSD, anxiety, and depression, sought relief through talk therapy and EMDR, and did experience notable improvement.

    Those who suffered the direct trauma of 9/11 have struggled to regain a semblance of normalcy and functionality in their daily lives. And they are a small number of the countless individuals who are suffering all over the world. May Allah be merciful to us all. And may we, in turn, be merciful and caring toward all our fellow human beings. And may the Muslim narrative of suffering, patience, and courage after the tragedy of 9/11 interweave with the narratives of all affected Americans so as to create a durable and exquisite fabric of resolve — to unify our efforts in creating a tolerant, cooperative, and peaceful world.

  • Hunger Next Door: What Needs to be Done?

    Those high powered celebrity chefs! The single mother watches cooking shows while sitting on an old couch with a bag of salty chips and a crying baby. Meanwhile, the young professionals blog about new restaurants and very strange new dishes they have discovered in farflung corners of the city. What fun! The wedding feast piles up food, sculpted fruits, oily curries, mountains of rice—and who knows where the leftovers go? Into what trash? Sound familiar? And don’t we know people in all these categories and situations?

    The main problem is not hunger. Hunger is the symptom of a system-related disease and disaster: modes of production, distribution and consumption that are hugely wasteful and that reflects and maintains inequalities in income and in access to nourishing food. This is true whether it is only the US situation we are considering or the more challenging global disparities.

    Of course, no one with a hungry family wants to hear that the problem is not hunger. In November 2009 the US Department of Agriculture released a report that claims that more than 49 million Americans—or one in seven—struggled to find enough to eat last year. This translates into 11 million to 17 million children affected in this wealthy country. Sometimes this struggle for food is due to the multiple dimensions of poverty in America, and often is a complex of reduced expectations, mental depression, lack of family resources, lack of education, and endemic lack of work made far worse by the economic crisis. It is frequently made worse by racism and xenophobia and internalized stigma. However there are many causes and states of poverty—one size does not fit all.

    What to do? Currently Congress is considering over 4 billion in funding for child-nutrition programs, including school meals. These bills to help children are relatively easy to get bipartisan support for and more difficult to attack. It has been noted, however, that the Senate version of the bill takes money from the existing food stamp program to help pay for better school lunches. The Senate also cut food stamps to help pay for a $26.1 billion aid-to-states bill to help states sustain Medicaid and avoid teacher cutbacks. It remains to be seen how well the final bill will address concerns about this tricky “three-card monte” approach to funding.

    Nevertheless, faith communities may hope to receive funding through this bill. And mosques and Muslim organizations should certainly be part of this social safety net. If we Muslims lack resources to offer we can give of our time—and not just in Ramadan. It has been calculated that the zakat percentage of a week’s worth of time comes to 4.2 hours. How many of us offer that many hours of service to the Ummah every week? You and I can volunteer to provide basic human needs locally as well as globally. For example, the Islamic Circle of North America (ICNA) runs soup kitchens in various neighborhoods—in some places it runs these alone and in other places ICNA does it in collaboration with interfaith organizations. The Muslim Consultative Network, the group I am personally associated with, has joined with another house of worship (in this case, Holy Trinity Church) to help provide dinner for the needy once a month. And once every other month we team up with the very active “Muslims Against Hunger” group that is volunteering in over 13 locations.

    Beyond this model of engagement, there are also local Muslim food pantries that need your support. Though we are finding that volunteers prefer this service to some other work (like anti-torture advocacy or immigration reform) it is at the same time important to link this service to social justice action that changes the structure of society—that offers long term hope of healing and does not simply place a Band-Aid on an infected wound.

    In signing congregations up for food justice or service programs, an imam must delegate to a committee. Some are slow to do this, but it is an essential part of management. An advocacy coordinator (a well prepared volunteer is OK) can address proactively a variety of issues that create problems that our charitable giving seeks to address after the fact: the impact of our enormous waste through massive expenditures on war; the lack of sustainable development; the dismissive treatment of the poor and vulnerable; policies that reduce foreign assistance and the percentage of tax monies that help the needy. In a world where politics corrupts, we Muslims can amplify our giving through efforts to prevent future disasters and injustices.

    As human beings, we are part of the problem but we can (and must) be part of the solution. With the urge to build new economies, to prove ourselves personally and to succeed collectively, most of us forget the urgent need for drastic change in the way we expend resources. To avoid recycling or cutting back on travel by car, or switching to solar energy, we ask, “If my neighbor does not do it, how can I? Will I not become weaker than he? And how much money will it cost me?”

    To address reducing waste, there is a growing interest in sustainable living with groups of Muslims “going green” from San Francisco to Washington DC. IMAN and ISNA are collaborating on the Green Re-entry Project, to provide green jobs for men leaving prison. Ibrahim Matin has written his book “Green Deen,” an important wake up call to us all. Ameena Jandali has started a YahooGroup “MuslimsGoingGreen”on YahooGroups to discuss practical measures. Seeds of change to come.

    And yet, many mosques are not coming up to take the lead. Even churches and synagogues now provide not only food pantries for the poor but also cooperative food shares in local food programs (like “CSA”) as part of food justice and local food movements to reduce the carbon footprint. Many Muslims had hoped to see more mosques go green this Ramadan, by making the simple decision to not use harmful Styrofoam (which is not biodegradable) and to recycle all paper plates and cans and cutlery.

    But all of us buy food pre-prepared; learn our news and views through the ever more pervasive media, live in an environment that is more and more a man-made hall of mirrors. Surrounded by images and demand for instant gratification, it is easy to lose one’s inner self while shopping in the million miles of aisles. We begin to ask “What do I want next?” instead of “Who and what am I really, what is my purpose in my time on earth?” Marketing replaces morality; peer pressure replaces human conscience. And it is at this moment that the wound in nature appears, bleeding oil, a symptom of the spreading cancer of wasteful consumption. We the consumers are all consumed.

    As we Muslims struggle to realize the implications of our deen in the modern world, we must promote healthy lifestyles that reduce obesity and diabetes and also tobacco addiction, along with addiction to wasteful consumption of all kinds. Affiliated with my organization Muslim Consultative Network’s health programming, a youth group called Off the Hook is currently urging Muslim youth to avoid Hookah cafes as the gateway to greater tobacco addiction (see www.mcnny.org). And our deep and dangerous addiction to oil is like addiction to tobacco—it keeps our society dependent on big corporations that don’t consider long-term interest as much as the immediate profit to be extracted. The earth is sucked dry in this way and so are we.

    US Muslims consume and waste as much as fellow Americans. This is clearly not halal (see Quran 7:31; 6:141) and the effects of this behavior will harm the poor with rising seas and plunging economies and our charity will prove only a tiny Band-Aid for an enormous wound we ourselves are creating. For the faith of Islam to transform society we Muslims need to apply its creative spirit to all we do. It is not a matter of rules and charts– but a greater awareness of our place in nature, not only immediate desires or sustaining cultural norms.

    When we Muslims give to charity, and establish structures to provide and empower the needy for long term solutions, are we simply measuring out money or are we giving of ourselves? Do we deposit pale green paper into the bank or are we also making deposits into a vaster Trust, the green and beautiful creation that Allah has provided into our care, hanging in such precise and beautiful balance? (Quran 55:01-13)

    Our community can promote green jobs; we can green our mosques. The good news is that there is additional funding for both from the Obama Administration; in fact 1.1 trillion dollars for programs paying citizens and community groups to develop solar power and sell it back to the power grid. This builds a new infrastructure, less dependant on oil and oligarchies–and the cost is earned back after a few short years. There are important opportunities for us under this Administration, and we need to recognize them and act.

    Islamic awareness is first of all God consciousness, but next includes a strong social conscience; no terror; no waste; awareness includes health awareness and environmental awareness and not only political sophistication. Islamic awareness is not reactionary or fearful; we Muslims may instead patiently reflect and then take action for the benefit of all creation. As the hadith teaches us, even on the Day of Judgment, the End of Days, as mountains dissolve in air, we are asked to still plant the tree—the green tree of life you and I hold in our hands. Charity flows on eternally—let’s be part of its living, creative force.